I feel so haunted
I feel so haunted
I swear last time we talked
You turned me on so much
And last time we talked you
You couldn’t sing
But now our voice is so promising
I can’t wait until i have any courage
To ask you to be a feature
A song i wrote
makes me think of
somebody I met in my dreams
“I see the world in petals
Well you did something bad
And you’re not allowed to go outside at night anymore
I only wanted you to be different
Well there’s a nice quiet place just down the street
You and i should meet”
I get 11 hours of sleep a night because
I don’t wanna be awake
My two crustpunk friends always ask
For an easier way
I don’t need nobody’s man
I got my hopes up again
Trying to stick around another year
Try to stay sober but still drink a lot of beer
I can only be awake at night
For the last hours of my life
I write songs that embarrass me
And tell too much about my life
I told you that i’d love you
I told you we’d be fine
I told you keep all true true
I told you i’ll be kind
Kade, all your love was wasted
Someday you’ll wonder who the hell was I?
Nobody knows how close i came
how much i still think about those days
Nobody knows how close i came
Walking most nights, i still
Think about it think about it
Think about him
Let me do my job
I don’t need nobody’s man
I got my hopes up again
I don’t need nobody’s man
I’m just a kid
I don’t have to live like this
I’m just a kid
I don’t need this shit
And now most nights i lay awake
I fell in love with a boy
He looks like will toledo
I fell in love with a boy
But I’ll never tell him
And I’ll lay awake in my old bunk bed
Well i could never be strong
nor could i ever be free
Well god never asked for the truth
But you owe that to me
And i never asked for the truth but you owe that to me