I know I have some big news
But we both do
You should start
You’re way too smart
You never stopped
And I know my voice always sounded wrong
It’s fine that you didn’t listen
And I’ll pretend that these songs aren’t about you
And you do that too
And I know that once I leave
You’ll never notice something’s missing
And after all the things I’ve done and said
I feel like you’ve been mislead
And it’s all my fault
And I know that in your eyes we weren’t really lovers
And I know that you had someone who loved you very much
No I’ve never slept with anyone
who wanted to sleep next to me
I hope that I still take
Up space in your memory
You’ve been changing my memory
Your hipbone is connected to my heart
But when you fell asleep in my bed
You had such a bittersweet scent
Which stuck in your place
One which I wish I could erase
Just like the memories of your nervous, pale face
I like it when you talked to me
It was proof that I existed
And I know that in your eyes we weren’t really lovers
And I know that you had someone who loved you very much
And I might yearn or ask or just miss your touch
I hope you go back to that nice young cis girl who loves you very much
I’m thinking about moving away
Because you’re just less and less of a reason to stay
I say that I can handle myself
But I can’t even handle the
people who depend on me
I won’t go to heaven
And you won’t go to heaven
And if I was really forgiving
I would have forgiven Ian long time ago-oh-oh
(oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
And if I really wanna know how kind I am
I should look at the space in my bed and why I’m laying in it alone
(oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
And I know that in your eyes we weren’t really lovers
And I know that you had someone who loved you very much
And I might yearn or ask or just miss your touch
I hope you go back to that nice young cis girl who loves you very much
I’m thinking about moving away
Because you’re just less and less of a reason to stay
It’ll be alright
It’ll be alright, fuck you
oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
You’re my hometown hero
It’ll be alright
It’ll be alright, fuck you
oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
You’re my cosmic hero
It’ll be alright
It’ll be alright, fuck you
oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
And I know that in your eyes we weren’t really lovers
And I know that you had someone who loved you very much
And I might yearn or ask or just miss your touch
I hope you go back to that nice young cis girl who loves you very much
I’m thinking about moving away
Because you’re just less and less of a reason to stay

[outro, yelled]
Let’s burn this house down! X a lot