lobotomite / all my friends

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Sitting on the back porch
Watchin’ lights as they pass us by
And we slept there forever
Your heart against mine
I have nothing left to talk about
Beyond the difficulty of all this
I think it’s hard to be in relationships like this
I hate to say that it was cliche
And I’m stuck between wanting to be in the closet forever
And being out to my friends and my family
I’ll be split into two
As logic and hypnosis
Moses and the roses
God left us long ago
But if you’re quiet
And if you put your ears
Against the walls
You can still hear him humming
And if I wanna make it last with my other friends
Then I should never come out to them
And If I really wanna make my dread last
I could lay down in the river grass
And let the pain complete me
As much as the name
affects the state that I’m in
I can’t tell if their transphobia’s ironic or not
And I’m too scared to tell them
Or ask someone I know I can trust
And maybe if I keep my mouth shut
I can wait it out and I’ll never have to talk about myself
And maybe if I keep my mouth shut, and act like I’m not there
Maybe if I just sit and stare
I won’t have to tell them
And I can move on from there
But i don’t have to do what’s good for me
I can just suppress these feelings
I can just tell myself this is a phase
Because I’ll never be cute or pretty anyway

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from leave a light on, released July 2, 2020

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